Me and her talked today. At lunch. She's great. It's like I don't expect us to be best buds but I maybe want to talk once in a while. It seems nice to have another friend. Everyone could use at least one more friend. I'm sorta happy today b/c of that. The rest of my day sucked. I was so hungry I overate at lunch. I looked like a fucking pig. Bad first impression. Poo on me! [Recap on my life]: I do still hate myself, I do sometimes still want to die, I am going to get help, I do need it, I still have one problem (no one can solve), I'm still fucking lazy; I sit on my ass all of the time, my body mass index is 17.5 that's really underweight, and to top this all off I have to live with this shit.--