I got home all late. (8:45) I'm starting to fall for Dean. I love flirting with him. I wish we were more physical but things are good. I actually laugh with him. And Danielle. I make her laugh too. That makes me happy. I love looking at her scars from her cutting. I don't know why. Ryan and Danielle both grabbed my ass. Oh yea. My ass is finally getting attention. lol. I love them all. I think Dean really cares. Even if we're just friends he still cares for me. Thats what I need right now. People making me feel better.--