Not a good day at all. But I am writing a story not about me that seems to be going good. Hopefully I'll finsh it tonight. I was so tired today. I feel like I should just give up now. Cutting seems perfect right now. I did cut myself Monday. But not since then. I am ashamed that I do this. I'm not proud of any of it. I haven't never been. This is my journal so I talk about my life. No sugar coating it at all. I don't need to b/c that would be lying to myself. Every entry is true. This is my life.--