Earlier... I felt like I had to. It made me calm down. Since I didn't want to tell my parents I was wanting to cut and thats why I've been moody, I just took it upon myself to go ahead and cut. It felt great. My skin ripped apart and blood dripped out like nothing else mattered. Now the new wounds feel so great. 7 cuts there on my thigh... They make me feel at ease. I control everything now.--