Those stupid things that download..

by psychocutter
Listening to: Shinedown-45
Feeling: alone
Yea, I had to start over with my songs on Kazaa. But I have better songs this time. Although this time I only have 81 instead of 140 but it's ok, poor kazaa is recovering. I forgot to take my pill today and I had a bad day but I'm better now. Eating cow. lol. I even forgot to eat super yesterday. I was just so busy with homework and a project for Mrs. Mercer my Advanced Models and Functions teacher. I drew a triquetra (my tattoo) for a rotation, reflection, & translation project. Which was fun and dealt with bunchies of coloring which took forever. Poor hand.--
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hey nice diary
[Anonymous]
that's a good song. nice diary :)
[Anonymous]
hi i dont really know you and i'm sure i dont know your whole story but you seem really upset or not really loving life right now but i thought it would be good to know that there is a good side after a while i went through alot of shit and after all of it everything seemed to start getting better, so dont give up everything will be ok.
[Anonymous]
ya u can obviously tell rammstein is my favorite band.. :)
[Anonymous]
well it just kninda depends what causes your depression. like for mei lost someone in my life and thought that life was over. i had the idea that life will be the worst thing and it was for a long time!! (if you want to talk about all this it would be to cool to get your e-mail so that all my shit wont be out there so we can kinda talk. but its up to you cuz i have much to write but it limits to how much you can write as a comment, that sucks
[Anonymous]
ok well i am going to e-mail you right now
[Anonymous]
Hola chica, sorry that I haven't comment on your journal that much. Being busy, and really confussed on family issues. Type that u just feel hopeless, that u can't help the family b/c they don't listen 2 you. They really put a lot of pressure on me. They tell me their problems but I end up not helping them, b/c I can't. I just want 2 finish school so that I can go 2 work and help with the children at least. Also 2 find a place 2 live. And my.....
...grades aren't that hot. I think that I'm in a point that I just don't care of the world around me. And more focused on me and the family than anything now. And Dean. Basically my family is falling apart. B/C of stupid shit. My head fells like it's going 2 explode. I find myself sleeping more than ever, stress I think. I try 2 b strong in my moms eyes so she wouldn't have 2 worry about me that much, I don't want 2 put more pressure that on she