F.U.C.K

by psychocutter
Just in a song don't get your panties in a twist. It was a good day today. Although the two test I still felt good. I wrote 5 pages in my journal for Math class. Mrs.Mercer is soooo sweet. She's going to pray for me. And she said that I wasn't ugly, my eyes were beautiful and I was so slim. Her exact words. No lie. I've been wanting to make new pictures. I just got around to it but haven't uploaded them to my computer yet. I'm going to start eating right. No more skipping meals and taking diet pills to prevent stomach noises. I'm starting to see muscles and stuff. I can't mess this up. But I do want prefection. But I don't think I'll ever get that. Oh well.--
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Hey. Well, I've been to the hospital since then. USed to be on Effexor. Not anymore. Not depressed anymore. only ancious sometimes. I've conquered it. Moving on, moving up. Self-assured and self-possessed. Wait, there's only one thing left. And it has to do with love still. Well, ok, in the state I'm in, a girl can consent to sex at age 16. I'm sixteen, but i dont really want to have sex.I have some more questions for you
[Anonymous]
I hate to bother you, but can you explain why Sharon threatens me to leave you alone?
[yea]
Hey sorry I haven't send your letter yet, but I haven't written back to it yet when I promised I would. Sorry. Leavin' the love. Love ya.

Shanny
If it helps any, I am proud of you. I know that I don't know you that well, but you've done a great job of at least trying to be positive, that's more than most of us could say. So I am very proud of you.