I want somebody to love and I want somebody to love me. There is alot of shit going on in my life right now that I realy don't think is working out. Not that I wouldn't want it to work out or anything, it's juzt that it's not. I've been thinking alot lately! Alot! I don't think that I want to be with Ashley anymore. I mean I love her to death, and I think she loves me too, it's juzt that there is deffently something missing there! We hardly ever talk to eachother, when there is nothing to hold us back. If we wanted to we could talk all day. And when we do talk on tha phone, I don't know how to talk to her. I feel more like we're realy good friends without much else. Like when we stay tha night together it's like we're realy close friends who love eachother to death and who have sex, but it's not realy the kind of love where you date somebody. It's not realy the kind of love I'm use to. And now there's this chick that I realy like!... to be continued