Well....ummm...it's been a while. I've been going to school so it's kinda hard to write In here when i GO from 12 TO 5. I hate having to leave Louie too...that's the main thing. So some weard things have happened since I last wrote! Somehow I ended up dating Codie Tingle...I feel real bad about it because he completly loves me and hes in a group home for 30 days all depressed thinking about me...when all I do is love him as a friend. I mean I seriously think that I don't like guys anymore. I think i'm strickly chickley lol. But then when I think of Kenndal it changes the whole situation. ....but it's weard though because I can't seem to love anyone here lately (girl or guy). It's juzt that I know that Kenndal was the right person for me and then he left me and now I can't finish my life because me and Louie are imcomplete with out him. He was supose to be with us. And now I here that he'sa moved back to hamlet and lives with his mom again. I'm fuckin terrified of seeing him..., because for one time in my life I have no fuckin idea what I would do. I swair all tha hate i had for him is vanquished but the world and everyone in it would never allow us to be together again