Sick

by flertkilla
Listening to: Deliverence-Opeth
Feeling: sinful
I wrote this last night... It fuckin sux being sick! I have a cold or something and it's 2:00 in the morning and I woke up 'cuz I can't breath. I'm going to the Dr. tuesday anyway though for my prenatal checkups. Not only do I have this cold, but I have damn heartburn from hell at the same damn time! So I guess Bailey is in Flordia for good now. She's been staying at this girls house forever, so I guess she'll be the replacement for me. And now Bailey is doing crack and I've never agreed with that. And it's so fucked up 'cuz even ICP is against that shit! So I guess I have to let Bailey go. We were friends for a verry long time, but I guess now it juzt has to be over. I guess she's another chapter of my life that's closing, that I never fuckin thought would close. I guess I'm realy gonna have to start new with everything, or I guess never start again at all. But in not starting again, it seems that I already have started. Damn! I can't fuckin breath! Gurrr...! When it's time for endings and new begingigs, where will I fit in?
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thank u that entry was all emo its great. i hope u feel better
♥ica
lmao, we do get the best of both worlds, lmao!

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[Anonymous]
ew i'm sick too. it sucks so much. yeah i agree. fuck everyone else.
thanks for the comment. and that situation is put on hold and i am just taking time. but i guess it sounds different on that because like she does like me i guess still and everything but SHE is changing so much and surrounding herself in a new clique and everything. so i guess i can somewhat say i am not liking her for the person she is becoming. that sounds bitchy but in life it is not meant that way and it makes more sence.
.:Victoria:.
jello's kool...and it tastes good...and it looks funny...and sounds funny...and when your really hyper its really funny lmao....rite?
[Anonymous]
Sucks to have a cold....but it's worse to have OILY GROIN DISEASE!!! OMFG!!!! ok, I just made that disease up...but do get well soon...Your friend Bailey reminds me of a friend I had before, I thought I'd never leave her, but I got over her and I have a great life...And my tatoo, is in my skin, except for the *hi Shannon* part, that was just magic marker marks....

Araya
Why didnt you vome to me an dtalk to me. Why didnt you talk to me first. you left me without getting tha story strait and i kno we are strait now but to think that you would have a little bit more faith in me that what it sounds like. You make everyone else seemm so much fuckin important than me why didnt you come to me. I probably wont finnish my entry todasy but my story is coming oppl.
[toy]