I'm afraid to fall asleep! I don't want the dreams to flood my mind and sufficate me again. I think it's 5:00 in tha morning now. Damn I feel like shit! What's even better is that no one seems to give a shit about leaving me comments on here anymore, so I changed my link me thing to "Suicide Booth". I think it's about to get light outside. I wish I could stop fuckin thinking about him! But then again I'm glad he's still in my mind. I wish I knew wut to fucki do! I've been updating my websight all night, so somebody betta fuckin check it out! Well, if not, I guess I made it pritty for myself. Yea the end all night juzt went off and now it's bob and tom in tha morning. I still can't sleep. I'm too afraid. Everytime I blink I see his face. He's beautiful! He's still my Emperorr! Why don't he juzt wake up and realize what he's doing??? Damn! Someone help me! I'm tired and after I finish writing this entry I'll have nothing left to do but sleep. I wish I had my Monkey with me!, maybe I could feel a lil love from it. But, I left it at my Mama's house. Damn I wish I wuz there!