Okay....realy weard shit happening!!! I've fallen so completly in love with two guys that I can NEVER have! Your probably gonna laugh ur ass off about both of them, but oh well, fuck you too! Okay, the first one even proves that I'm more than juzt a lil mental. I'm in love with a fuckin tv character!!! I mean realy in fuckin love with Spinner from Degrassi! That is sooo...pathetic. I mean I though it was bad when I fell in love with the characters from my books, but this is bad! The other guy...well I can't mention. I would feel soooo...fuckin stupid for saying it, and then I also might fuck up a friendship with him, and I deffently wouldn't wanna do that! Cuz I'm almost completly certin that he dosen't feel the same way about me. I'm fuckin scared that even writing this much that he will be able to figure out who he is, so I'll juzt stop talking about it now...I mean I've never even seen him be4 anywayz. Damn life sux! I thinx I'm about to pass out! I'm tired as hell, and all I wanna do is cry for some weard reason. I had another realy bad nightmare about Kenndal again last night, and my day hasen't gone too much better, besides me "talking" with this guy that I like...but that kinda sux too 'cuz I kno even if he did like me it couldn't work cuz we would never see eachother. Oh well...I need to go get something to eat, and maybe try to call Bailey again, so I can talk to her about some shit. Pic. of Spinner (Sexyiest guy alive!)