"Forever" Why won't you leave? Yes, why do you stay? I love you so much! Please, promise, you'll not stray! Tell me that you love. I don't care if it's a lie. Tell me that you care. Tell me that you'll die, with me, in my little world. Tell me that you love, forever isn't enough! Copyright ©2007 Emmalaieth Gaberial Chavis "Hurt" Hurt, I am. I feel his kiss. Does he love me? Is this just a dream? Why do I do this? Why am I, who I am? I don't wont to live! I don't wont to die! Go away! Get out of my mind! To the voices inside, please leave me be! Copyright ©2007 Emmalaieth Gaberial Chavis "Keep Holding My Hand" Keep holding my hand. You make me feel loved. In your eyes, I see hunger, for me, and nothing more. Lying in your arms, I feel safe, so warm. I'm crying, in your hart. Please, lets never part! Copyright ©2007 Emmalaieth Gaberial Chavis 4-Ever I want to be with you forever, yet foragers no such thing. I want to be with you forever, but love is just a game. I want to be with you forever, yet I feel so damn ashamed! How could I have ever looked at another, When forever I've loved you? Copyright ©2007 Emmalaieth Gaberial Chavis Alive I'm still here world! I still need love! I'm still alive! Open up to me. Show me who you are, Lover of mine. Leap into my arms. Make me whole again. Show me truth, But hide my pain. Vanish this fear in my heart. I want to love you, Whoever you are. I want the right one. I want you. Copyright ©2007 Emmalaieth Gaberial Chavis Ashley Ashley's eyes gaze upon me. From that comfort I do seek. When I hear her speak my name, I feel her lips grays my cheek. No greater beauty in this world, in life or death shall I meet. I cry at night and hope she knows, that it is her love I long to keep. Her soul speaks right to me, for without her I feel so bleak. I cringe to know that she can lay, without me in bed and sleep. Although I droned in pools of tears, my love for her I dare not speak. Her beauty kills me day by day, as lion's kill the week. Copyright ©2007 Emmalaieth Gaberial Chavis Beauty Beauty blinds, the wicked look in her eyes. No tear, she cries, as her mother slowly dies. Murder those who are not right. Make then fear the saviors light. She haunts her prey in the night. Death from touch, there was no fight. Cringe I do, from her icy glare, of hate. Each eye, the key to hell's pits gate. Hand in hand she is my mate. In death, no matter this is my fate. I cry to her, she soothes my sighs. Drowned I do, in her ocean blue eyes. She calls to me, from clouded sky's. In no life shall I tell her lies. Copyright ©2007 Emmalaieth Gaberial Chavis Death Touch Knock on the door, of the ones before, but touch nit the will of life. Build the fire, that's built to burn, but hold back when you feel the heat. Feel the kiss, that draws you in, but never touch her again. Love the girl, that stole your hart, but die as she kills it too. Cry for pain, when she holds you close, but weep when she lets you go. No matter what is done in this life, when life is at it's best, she'll put you down, in the ground. Your death, shall soothe her soul. Copyright ©2007 Emmalaieth Gaberial Chavis Departure Ashley, has left me alone. Her feelings for me, now all gone. When she laid beside me, asleep, Her expectation's, I knew, I could never meet. Now I feel so horribly, ashamed, for this pain, refuses to stray. Copyright ©2007 Emmalaieth Gaberial Chavis Deprived Drive me up the walls. When I sleep I see his face. It comes to me like times before, when I was too young to run away. Afraid, I lye in bed and cry. I know he'll come back soon. But It's not him that hold's me down. I can look past that and be OK. It's the one that knew and never told, how her child was raped by the night. I just wish these thoughts would leave my mind, For, Justus I will never fully receive! Yes, I should have told, what she'll never tell. With this thought, I'm deprived of sleep. Copyright ©2007 Emmalaieth Gaberial Chavis Doors Lonely, from without you. I am hear, only once. Your call, somehow soothes me! Though I never, know quite where. I taste, the liquid flowing, from my heart, and from yours. Sought upon, you are, in my home, of many doors. Copyright ©2007 Emmalaieth Gaberial Chavis First Sight Ashley, my love I long for you, and oh...the things you put me through. To see your beauty and not touch, I cannot stand, it is too much! I'd fall asleep and cry each night, for I've longed for you, from first sight. Copyright ©2007 Emmalaieth Gaberial Chavis I Lye With My Love I lye with my love in pools of blood. The darkness pulled us down. I stair blankly at the wall, witch holds our souls. Together we burn in hell! A kiss of death. The taste of read. Our lives not mente to be. Bound together in blood. Never have know such love, yet ours is clear to see! Copyright ©2007 Emmalaieth Gaberial Chavis I Peered Inside You I peered inside you, and found your heart. I peered inside you, and fell apart. I closed my eyes. Your kiss I can taste. Hold you close, I do in my dreams. Holding you close, I'll spend my life it seems. Longing to hold you, when your not there. Longing to hold you. Please pain, be fair! I love you today, and the day before. Yes, I love you today, even more! Copyright ©2007 Emmalaieth Gaberial Chavis Injustice I taste sweet blood, in laughter. Her tears, so rich to me. Stumbled upon, am I. I break my back, for only her. In kindness, received, there is no return. I sway, as before in my empty daze. Salute after, yes, she is such a love, to me. Swept over, with loud injustice. No one cares, not even me! Copyright ©2007 Emmalaieth Gaberial Chavis Lead Me You lead me away, like death leads the dead. You get inside of me. You torture my head. I loved you once, and love you now. All this pain, you showed me how, to deal with it, and yet it stays. You laugh at me, in your wicked ways. You lead me astray, and I'm longing for light. You'll try to lead me again. This time I'll fight. Copyright ©2007 Emmalaieth Gaberial Chavis Lost Lost without you, hear am I. Lost and longing for the dead. You killed our love, it's clear to see. You lied, you loved, it seems to me. I do not cry, for all those times, I've told you, and you've told me, lies. I've cried for when you've left me be. I've longed for you to think of me. You've tried, to take me back. But this time, fear, I seem to lack! I've longed for you, and I'm lost without, your love, I hope, to no longer doubt. Copyright ©2007 Emmalaieth Gaberial Chavis Love's Hate I love you, when there is no love, left to give. I miss you, even when I'm with you, it makes me cringe! I love you, so why am I out plotting, plotting my sweet revenge? I loth you, when you look at me, and don't care to touch. I hate you, because I love you, too damn much! Copyright ©2007 Emmalaieth Gaberial Chavis Mama She tells me I am wrong. She tells me I have hate. She fells a bowl, full of lies, and tells me it's my fate. I cried to her, and she was there, yet not a finger did she lift. I screamed her name, she saw it all, but this, she claims all myth. She was right, I do have hate! Hate, for her? Oh yes! I loved her once, she killed that too. Dear God I tried my best! She prolonged the pain. It was her fault! My mothers love, for me no good! When she saw, it should have Ceased! Oh yes, it was her fault! Copyright ©2007 Emmalaieth Gaberial Chavis Meagan's Plea Below she screams her plea. The secret's no longer safe with me. Her heart, blazed with desire. She skims the night for death. Towering in the sky, her empire lies far from eye. Golden locks fall down her back. The castle contains, but a single crack. The sky's turn black with hate. Her blood red with lust. It taste so good, she feels the pain, which came from mother's love. In her hand she takes the soared, which sleighed her love before. Her mind is gone. Pain left all alone. She takes her life with glee. Copyright ©2007 Emmalaieth Gaberial Chavis My Angel My angel has fell from the sky. she looks at me and walks right by. Possession, I wish of the key, the key that Leads to her heart. As her wings healed, I fell apart. I held her once, but she had to fly. I kissed her wings, yet hoped they die. Her kiss I can taste, so sweet to me. It's such a shame. She left me be. Copyright ©2007 Emmalaieth Gaberial Chavis Near The end is near. I know, for I feel no pain. The end is near. So close, so close, that you could taste. Curtsy, I do, to the dark. It's soul, I feel, steal mine. So close we are, to the end! So close. The end is near. Copyright ©2007 Emmalaieth Gaberial Chavis Out of the Darkness Out of the darkness she popped, to find the key to my soul. She took one look and she seized it, for she new my weakness, was her. She tricked me with her love note, she stabbed me with her soared. She kissed me and said, "My darling, what's mine is now yours." Her love I knew for a short time, but will forever know, how she saved me from my darkness, as we made love in her bed. Laced with flowers that smelt like roses, but I was not quite sure, for the smell quickly drifted, as we held our hands tight. She killed us with her double blade, left dyeing side by side. Copyright ©2007 Emmalaieth Gaberial Chavis Pain This pain that takes hold, of my life is in my soul. This pain I feel inside, traps itself within me, hides. This love I feel in you, I feel it yet I feel blue. This evil they say lye's within my eyes, will one day blacken all the sky. This love I feel in you, I know it's forever, know it's true. Copyright ©2007 Emmalaieth Gaberial Chavis Sleep I loved you, once before in my sleep. This before, was before, my eyes ever gazed, your face. I loved you, in my sleep. Each night, I'd beg, you close. I love you, in my sleep, Though in reality, I have you now. I continue to love, you in my sleep. The walls, proud I am, to say, we both tore down. Copyright ©2007 Emmalaieth Gaberial Chavis Torn Torn from you, my mind's trapped in a haze. Torn from you, I am just a phase! Hear I am, with all I have to give. Hear I am, with nothing left to live. Copyright ©2007 Emmalaieth Gaberial Chavis True love My luv, I shall rise above. I promise that I will find some way, to make it where I'll always stay. Together we will be rescued from harm, you'll trap my tears with your charm. No matter what it takes to be your wife, I'll make any kind of sacrifice. For love is true when it's with you, I know now that were not mente to be two. Yet one soul that burns with fire, which hold all our deepest desires. My luv, I can't let go, for your the only one I truly know. 'Cause I am you and you are me, and I'm sure that's mente to be. So in the end I shall rise above, to find you, my true luv. Copyright ©2007 Emmalaieth Gaberial Chavis Turned Frown Stretched and pulled, I lye hear dead, and all my dreams, of you. I've plunged, into the darkness. My sprit chased me down. I love you, whispered into my ear, has turned my smile, to frown. Copyright ©2007 Emmalaieth Gaberial Chavis Twizted Twizted lies, and sad good-byes, I constantly, Smother within. Stretched out and whipped. I cry, but no one cares. Can you feel me now? Copyright ©2007 Emmalaieth Gaberial Chavis Unforgivin Scared, I cannot catch my breath, with him in mind. Scared, I can't move, I'm dyeing inside. Lost, In this dream. I can't break through. Lost, so far gone, no simple cure will do. unforgivin, she says it's my fault, what happened to me. Unforgivin, I beg my mind, please leave me be! Copyright ©2007 Emmalaieth Gaberial Chavis Undisclosed Undisclosed. I'm lost and dyeing. I look at them, but their not trying! I scream for peace. I beg for pain. All my life, I've felt the same. Copyright ©2007 Emmalaieth Gaberial Chavis We Rule Let the wicked rule, This house of fools! And let the flesh, Instruct the mind. The time is now! The former, They bow, To the death, In the new begining. Fight on! Copyright ©2007 Emmalaieth Gaberial Chavis