"Departure" Ashley, has left me alone. Her feelings for me, now all gone. When she laid beside me, asleep, Her expectation's, I knew, I could never meet. Now I feel so horribly, ashamed, for this pain, refuses to stray. "Love's Hate" I love you, when there is no love, left to give. I miss you, even when I'm with you, it makes me cringe! I love you, so why am I out plotting, plotting my sweet revenge? I loth you, when you look at me, and don't care to touch. I hate you, because I love you, too damn much! 'Ashley' Ashley's eyes gaze upon me. From that comfort I do seek. When I hear her speak my name, I feel her lips grays my cheek. No greater beauty in this world, in life or death shall I meet. I cry at night and hope she knows, that it is her love I long to keep. Her soul speaks right to me, for without her I feel so bleak. I cringe to know that she can lay, without me in bed and sleep. Although I droned in pools of tears, my love for her I dare not speak. Her beauty kills me day by day, as lion's kill the week. 'Night Fall' Beauty blends, as the night descends. The wraith has taken hold. Motherless in this world, fatherless in my soul. I cry for her lushes kiss, as I die in Ashley's world. So scared I am, fear pores from my wounds. Subdues me I beg the goddess, that taunts me in my dreams. Her name I cry take me, let me feel what is now you, hold on to me, please don't let go. I lye with you, and pray to feel your warmth. Death consumes me, as night becomes day. Take my hand, please lead my way. Will you need me in your life? I love you, and hope it's fate. Lost I am without my lighter. So please hold my hand! I love you with all my hart and soul, though I die, I hope you know! "Unforgivin" Scared, I cannot catch my breath, with him in mind. Scared, I can't move, I'm dyeing inside. Lost, In this dream. I can't break through. Lost, so far gone, no simple cure will do. unforgivin, she says it's my fault, what happened to me. Unforgivin, I beg my mind, please leave me be! "Deprived" Drive me up the walls. When I sleep I see his face. It comes to me like times before, when I was too young to run away. Afraid, I lye in bed and cry. I know he'll come back soon. But It's not him that hold's me down. I can look past that and be OK. It's the one that knew and never told, how her child was raped by the night. I just wish these thoughts would leave my mind, For, Justus I will never fully receive! Yes, I should have told, what she'll never tell. With this thought, I'm deprived of sleep. "Lost" Lost without you, hear am I. Lost and longing for the dead. You killed our love, it's clear to see. You lied, you loved, it seems to me. I do not cry, for all those times, I've told you, and you've told me, lies. I've cried for when you've left me be. I've longed for you to think of me. You've tried, to take me back. But this time, fear, I seem to lack! I've longed for you, and I'm lost without, your love, I hope, to no longer doubt. "Meagan's Plea" Below she screams her plea. Her secret, no longer safe with me. Her heart, blazed with desire. She skims the night for death. Towering in the sky, her empire lies far from eye. Golden locks fall down her back. Her castle contains, but a single crack. The skies turn black, with hate. Her blood, now red with lust. It taste so good, she feels the pain, which came from mothers love. In her hand, she takes the sword, which slay her love before. Her mind is gone, pain left alone. She takes her life with glee. "Adam 2" Beauty, Is all I see, when I look into your eyes. Pleasure, rushes through me, as you squeeze, my inner this! My eyes roll back. I taste your kiss. A love like this, I'd never miss! Never give up a chance, to live in such bliss! Touch me again, I beg you, love! Deeper you push, and I rise above! You come inside me. I feel the rush! I'll never love again! No, not ever, this much! "Suffocated" Suffocated, in my life. I've gave all there is to give. Which way did I turn? Which road shall I take? Is the darkness hear, or gone? Unscramble, my mind, if you wish to have me, to love. Solve my mysteries, and feel in my blanks. Just a simple hug, or kiss, and my brick wall, shall shake "Last Night" Blood?rushed from me. He stole my pride last night. The sheets all red. I felt such pain. Is that why, no longer, am I sane? To say he's wrong, for what he did, is that an, understatement, in the end? All I know, is that I cried last night. My mother doesn't care, that inside, I died, last night. "Lost" Lost in his eyes, I've found the light, and strayed, to the darkness again. Lost in his kiss, I taste the blood. His screams, no use to me. I'm lost in the night. I've found my love. ? "To Me" Bound up, I have no where to turn. My bodies, broken and unused. I've longed for love. I've longed for you. You made my dreams, come true. Your all I'll ever have, or need. You take the pain away. To thank you again, for what it's worth, your all there is to me. "Adam # 3" Shivering, inside of you, yet your skin, keeps me warm. Your hart, I hold in my hands, it beats a thousand times, per minute, as I kiss your lips. Those lips, I taste, are red and sweet. I feel no pain, for you've saved me, long ago. Shivering, inside of you, I wept, last night. You were there to kiss, my tears, away from me, I thanked you so. Your love is warm. Don't let me go. "Turned Frown" Stretched and pulled, I lye hear dead, and all my dreams, of you. I've plunged, into the darkness. My sprit chased me down. I love you, whispered into my ear, has turned my smile, to frown. "Burning" Burning in hell, I am today. Hear the screams, of others, I do but no one is louder, than you. Why have you left? I mente you no harm. I loved you once. You loved me too, but now that love is gone. "Noose" The sound of your voice, raps a noose around my neck. I pull, but it doesn't come off. Shut up, I scream, just go away. The noose, so God damn tight! Let go of me. Don't speak my name! When you breath, it closes more. Step away, you cannot harm me, I say as the blood pores. "Near" The end is near. I know, for I feel no pain. The end is near. So close, so close, that you could taste. Curtsy, I do, to the dark. It's soul, I feel, steal mine. So close we are, to the end! So close. The end is near. "Keep Holding My Hand" Keep holding my hand. You make me feel loved. In your eyes, I see hunger, for me, and nothing more. Lying in your arms, I feel safe, so warm. I'm crying, in your hart. Please, lets never part! "Forever" Why won't you leave? Yes, why do you stay? I love you so much! Please, promise, you'll not stray! Tell me that you love. I don't care if it's a lie. Tell me that you care. Tell me that you'll die, with me, in my little world. Tell me that you love, forever isn't enough! "Unthought Of" Unthought of, and unloved. Will I forever spend my life, this way, when theirs no way, to tell if this is right? "Nothing" There's no where left to live, when theirs no where left to go. Theirs no one left to love, when theirs no one that I know. "Hurt" Hurt, I am. I feel his kiss. Does he love me? Is this just a dream? Why do I do this? Why am I, who I am? I don't wont to live! I don't wont to die! Go away! Get out of my mind! To the voices inside, please leave me be! "Chills" The chills, that I get, they take me away. I see no pain. I feel no hurt, as the whip lashes my back, and I feel the blood pore. Too young was I to run away. I'm scared, to fall asleep! When blood was red, and death was black, he stole my life. I must take it back! "Sufficated" Suffocated, in my life. I've gave all there is to give. Which way did I turn? Which road shall I take? Is the darkness hear, or gone? Unscramble, my mind, if you wish to have me, to love. Unsolve my mistories, and feel in my blanks. Just a simple hug, or kiss, and my brick wall, shall shake "Last Night" Blood rushed from me. He stole my pride last night. The sheets all red. I felt such pain. Is that why, no longer, am i sain? To say he's wrong, for what he did, is that an, understatement, in the end? All I know, is that I cryed last night. My mother dosen't care, that inside, I died, last night. "Lost" Lost in his eyes, I've found the light, and strayed, to the darkness again. Lost in his kiss, I taste the blood. His screams, no use to me. I'm lost in the night. I've found my love. "To Me" Bound up, I have no wat to turn. My bodies, broken and unused. I've longed for love. I've longed for you. You made my dreams, come true. Your all I'll ever have, or need. You take the pain away. To thank you again, for what it's worth, your all there is to me. "Adam # 3" Shivering, inside of you, yet your skin, keeps me warm. Your hart, I hold in my hands, it beats a thousand times, per minunt, as I kiss your lips. Thoes lips, I taste, are red and sweet. I feel no pain, for you've saved me, long ago. Shivering, inside of you, I wept, last night. You were there to kiss, my tears, away from me, I thanked you so. Your love is warm. Don't let me go. "Turned Frown" Streached and pulled, I lye hear dead, and all my dreams, of you. I've plunged, into the darkness. My sprit chased me down. I love you, wispered into my ear, has turned my smile, to frown. "Burning" Burning in hell, I am today. Hear the screams, of others, I do but no one is louder, than you. Why have you left? I ment you no harm. I loved you once. You loved me too, but now that love is gone. "Nuse" The sound of your voice, raps a nuse around my neck. I pull, but it dosen't come off. Shut up, I scream, just go away. The nuse, so God damn tight! Let go of me. Don't speak my name! When you breath, it closes more. Step away, you can not harm me, I say as the blood pores. "Near" The end is near. I know, for I feel no pain. The end is near. So close, so close, that you could taste. Curtcie, I do, to the dark. It's soal, I feel, steal mine. So close we are, to the end! So close. The end is near. "Keep Holding My Hand" Keep holding my hand. You make me feel loved. In your eyes, I see hunger, for me, and nothing more. Lyeing in your arms, I feel safe, so warm. I'm crying, in your hart. Please, lets never part! "Forever" Why won't you leave? Yes, why do you stay? I love you so much! Please, promise, you'll not stray! Tell me that you love. I don't care if it's a lie. Tell me that you care. Tell me that you'll die, with me, in my little world. Tell me that you love, forever isn't enough! "Unthought Of" Unthought of, and unloved. Will I forever spend my life, this way, when theres no way, to tell if this is right? "Nothing" There's no where left to live, when theres no where left to go. Theres no one left to love, when theres no one that I know. "Hurt" Hurt, I am. I feel his kiss. Does he love me? Is this just a dream? Why do I do this? Why am I, who I am? I don't wont to live! I don't wont to die! Go away! Get out of my mind! To the voices inside, please leave me be! "Chills" The chills, that I get, they take me away. I see no pain. I feel no hurt, as the wip lashes my back, and I feel the blood pore. Too yung was I to run away. I'm scard, to fall asleep! When blood was red, and death was black, he stole my life. I must take it back! "Pain" This pain that takes hold, of my life is in my soul. This pain I feel inside, traps itself within me, hides. This love I feel in you, I feel it yet I feel blue. This evil they say lye's within my eyes, will one dat blacken all the sky. This love I feel in you, I know it's forever, know it's true. "Out Of The Darkness" Out of the darkness she popped, to find the key to my soul. She took one look and she seized it, for she new my weakness, was her. She tricked me with her love note, she stabbed me with her soared. She kissed me and said, "My darling, what's mine is now yours." Her love I knew for a short time, but will forever know, how she saved me from my darkness, as we made love in her bed. Laced with flowers that smelt like roses, but I was not quite sure, for the smell quickly drifted, as we held our hands tight. She killed us with her double blade, left dyeing side by side. "True Love" My luv, I shall rise above. I promise that I will find some way, to make it where I'll always stay. Together we will be rescued from harm, you'll trap my tears with your charm. No matter what it takes to be your wife, I'll make any kind of sacrifice. For love is true when it's with you, I know now that were not mente to be two. Yet one soul that burns with fire, which hold all our deepest desires. My luv, I can't let go, for your the only one I truly know. 'Cause I am you and you are me, and I'm sure that's mente to be. So in the end I shall rise above, to find you, my true luv. "Unforgivin" Scared, I cannot catch my breath, with him in mind. Scared, I can't move, I'm dyeing inside. Lost, In this dream. I can't break through. Lost, so far gone, no simple cure will do. unforgivin, she says it's my fault, what happened to me. Unforgivin, I beg my mind, please leave me be! "I lye with my love" I lye with my love in pooles of blood. The darkness pulled us down. I stair blankley at the wall, witch holds our souals. Together we burn in hell! A kiss of death. The taste of read. Our lifes not ment to be. Bound together in blood. Never have know such love, yet ours is clear to see!