Yea...okay! My life has been verry weard this past like month! I eventually did start dating Mark as well as Nicole. Neither relationship has realy measured up to anything, only sex, love, pretend love, and pain. Mark is juzt about everything that I hate in a person and I knew that it was a disaster from the begining...although we are still friends now. He's an arrogant cocky lil son of a bitch! He's a fuckin prep from hell! He's rich as hell and his parents are still together. The biggest problem, (if you can even call it that), that he's ever had is when one time he got realy drunk and fucked one of his dude cousins. And he fuckin cried when he told me the story after 2 hours of me and Bailey dragging it out of him. We only saw eachother once the whole time that we were dating...which wasn't that long if you consider all the million times that I broke up with him. He eventually broke up with me though and that was the last time. When we saw eachother at the Black out he was a complete ass whole. He bairely even talked to me and he kept leaving me so that he could play pool...so I started not even paying attention to him. Bailey, Nicole and I went up to the front of the stage to watch Twiztid Motive play, and I completly fell in love with the band lol!!! After them Scilent Agression was going to play and I didn't like them too much so Nicole and I left Bailey up there because she loves them. It turns out that the whole time that Nicole, Bailey and I were up near the stage that Mark was hanging with my lil brother, Damon. How discusting is that??? I mean here I am like going out with this guy and it's like he's best friends with my 12 year old brother whoes like a lil kid! Sooo... eventually I made Mark start paying more attention to me. Nicole, her lil brother, Damon, Mark and I all desided to walk to the store. On the way up there I wuz playing with Mark (like flertking and cussing him out at tha same time). Eventually we ended up kissing after I called him a fuckin bitch. It was so weard. It's like I loved hating him and everytime he did something to piss me off I wanted to kiss him. We got back to the Black Out and by then it was time to go. It turns out that everybody, besides Nicoles lil brother ended up spending the night with me. (Nicole, Bailey, Damon, Mark , and me.) In the car on the way back to my house we all had to pile up on eachother. I seat in Mark's lap of corse and he kept kissing me all over. He practically pulled my fuckin shirt off! He gave me three hickies on my boob while we were still in the car! That night we fucked 5 times, and juzt about everytime was in front of everybody. Which wasn't unusual for Bailey considering all the times she had seen me fuck before, but everyone else was kinda freaked. Nicole was pissed as hell at me because I wasn't paying her any attention, but I didn't care because the past few times that me and her had stayed together she seemed like she wasn't intrested in me at all. I feel asleep in his arms all the while pretending he was Kenndal. That turned out to be a big mistake as Bailey said it would because all he did was let me down. He could never measure up to Kenndal!!! No one can!!!!!!! The next morning the lil fucked was completly ignoring me again!!! And even worse he left me at my house to go hang out for hours with my brother. I cried that day I think the most that i have cried in a very long time!!! Not for him of corse!, but because I felt that, although Kenndal has treated me this way and broke up with me, that I had betrayed him! It didn't feel so bad when I fucked Ashley, but Mark was the first guy that I had fucked for a verry long time and I knew that it ment nothing. Kenndal and I never fucked! It was alwayz making love in between us, every since the first time! All this shit is juzt so weard. We dated for a few weeks after that and then aventually called it quits for good.