Understand me! Understand me!!! I don't know wut tha fuck I'm doing! I don't know who tha fuck I am! Wuts tha reason for any of this??? So I'm supose to stay alive with no sprit at all??? So I'm supose to continue breathing when I've been betrayed by someone as close as myself??? Why tha fuck does it have to be this way??? Wut tha fuck is wrong with me??? I hate life and fuckin everyone in it!!! I don't want to be alone!!! I don't want to be alone!!! Please save me!!!!!!! Alone! Alone! Alone! That's all I fuckin know! Alone! Pain! Alone! Death! Alone!!! Where are you when you love me??? Where are you when you know my pain??? Are you dead too when you kill me this way??? Where is our love? Where is my soul? Don't leave me alone with our child. You still love me and you know it!!!!!!! I'm yours and your mine!!!!!!! Hate me, I don't care!!! Hate me!!! Juzt fuckin feel something! Do you remember how my blood taste? I remember yours! Such sweet sorrow. Such pain in this love.