"Forever Glued With Love" Total love. Complete untainted passion. Lost pain. Playful ammusement. Only safety. I've been made whole. Take my controal. Forgiven forever. I hurt not what's unloved. I crush the ones I love, No longer. They are the best of me. He is all that I see. Inside of him, Is me, Unbroken. Forever glued with love. -CDT I wrote this juzt a min ago about my baby doll, James. I love you sweetheart!!! I'm so fuckin scaired about you being on that motercycle! Please don't get hurt hunny! Your my life. You and Louie are the only ones who keep me alive. I love you! I whare you shirt to sleep every night, juzt so that I can be that much closer to you. Your the most beautiful person that I've ever met, inside and out. I can't help but hate those who are with you when I am not, but then again you told me that I am alwayz in your heart. Your alwayz in mine too baby. I want you to alwayz remember that. I don't believe in destiny, and yet I know that we were destined to be together. No matter what, know with out a dought that I love you...in life or death. I'll keep the immage of gothic weadings in my mind with you and Louie at my side to keep me going. I juzt don't know how long I have left to survive. Juzt alwayz know that I am yours. Remember the real me. I want Louie to know the real me too. Don't ever let me leave your heart, even in my death, so that I will alwayz be apart of you, and you will alwayz know who I am. i love you!