Friday, March 24, 2006 Depressed...as alwayz I juzt want to be loved...I want to be needed...and I want to be desired. I haven't realy talked to anyone lately because I've been depresses as hell...I believe I wuz able to hide it pritty well though. I don't realy have much to say...I guess because I''ve bottled it up inside so tight that there is realy no clear begining. I talked to Bailey...It's never gonna be tha same. Where not the same people anymore...she'll alwayz be my sister. I don't know who she is anymore and I dought she knows me. So it's clear now that KBM has moved back. I don't know wut tha hell to think about that...ewvery day I try my damndest not to call him...I have no idea what I'd say to him if I did call though. Would I cuss him out and tell him that I hate him for all this shit that he has put me through...or would I pledge my eternal love? It dosen't matter....nothing does. I don't think about him as much anymore but he's still on my mind. I want someone to remove him from my mind with their love. 8:19 AM - 3 Comments - 0 Kudos - Add Comment - Edit - Remove