Okay...so...I talked to Nicole today. She said that she juzt got back from Louesiana, but it's hard for me to believe anything that she says. But it dosen't matter, I'm juzt so fuckin happy that I got to talk to her! Damn she's hot! Maybe me and her will get back together. I still love her damnet! I don't want too, I juzt do. I guess she'll alwayz be my baby girl. I juzt hpe tht I get some ass from her this time lol. When we got off that phone about an hour ago, I told her I loved her, and she told me she loved me too. She's supose to call me back tomorrow. I haven't realy felt like doing too much on the weekends here lately, but maybe me and her can do somethin this weekend if I feel okay. I mean I still have a cold and shit and I juzt got a z pack to take when I went to my dr. appointment to check on my baby. And yes, everything was okay of corse! I have another appointment in 2 weeks though. God! I don't wanna get hucked on Nicole again!, but then again I do. Wut tha hell am I gonna do with myself??? Oh yeah, and Lindsey moved to Texas, so now I have Nicole all to myself if I try hard enough, also people said that she was getting fat, so she's not as popular with everyone wanting to date her anymore, so yea!, better for me. If we do get back together, I'm not gonna be like I wuz last time though. I'm not gonna be scared to touch her when I want to. I mean if she dates me again, she has to know what she wants right?