(I already wrote this once but it got deleated damnet!!! So this time it probably won't be as good.) ...We had fun that night! Nicole and I talked to Mark and sometimes codie all night on tha phone. I started to realy like Mark and Nicole told me that she didn't care too much about him anywayz and that she only loved Codie not him. She want's me to date him so she can break up with him. I don't know if I will though because I DONT like guys! He's soo.. fuckin cute and sweet though! But anymawayz, Nicole and I held eachother all night and she let me caress her, and touch her. Damn that felt good! I swair I wanted her soooo.. bad that I felt like dyeing if I couldn't make love to her that night! She's sooooooooo......fuckin beautiful and loving!!! Tha next day Rusty found out where I lived, so him and his gang walked to my house and we hung out wid them a while. When I woak up I took a shower and then we went to Gagas to eat before Rusty and them came buy. My lil cousins were there and scaired Nicole because she was as young as them but looked 10 times older lol. Rusty kept trying to ge tback wid Nicole again. I could tell that she likes him still but I realy don't think they will get back together cuz he juzt plays too damn much! He's kool though. After he left Nicole took a shower because he had put his blood on her. Yuck! lol. I swair she is sooooo....damn hot when she's wet!!! I wanted to take a shower wid her realy bad but I wuz scaired to try to. I'm so damn nervious wid chicks damnet! That night, last night, wuz pritty much tha same as the last, except for tha fact that we watched hours of porn! lol! And damn that didn't help my wanting her any!!! She's so damn sexy, and the whole time we wuz watching it I wuz thinking of me and her doing that too. We talked to Mark after that and she got tired and fell asleep in my arms. So I talked to Mark for a few more hours, until like 5:20am and then I fell asleep with her. She's soooo... beautiful when she sleeps. I swair if I don't make love to her soon I'm going to explode though! I kinda like the way we are though, because it's like we don't hurt eachother wid tha lil things. Like I don't care that she has boyfriends. I juzt want her love!!! We woke up at 5:00 in tha afternoon!!! She left around 7:00. I couldn't stay wid her tonight because I have a Dr. opointment in tha morning, but tomorrow I am. I love that she is juzt a few min. walk away from me!!! I mean hell whenever I would need her she would be there!