Yes!, we called it official Friday. I am so fuckin in love with her. She IS my EVERYTHING! We spent the whole weekend together. She stayed at my house until Sunday & then we walked to her house and I stayed there until 9:00. She is so fuckin beautiful! Her kiss sets me on fire! It's not juzt lust with me and her, it's fuckin magical!!! It feels so good juzt laying there and holding her. I cried so fuckin hard Sunday night because she wasn't there in my arms. I miss her so much right now that it hurts, and she only lives a lil wayz down the road. I never want to loose her!...that's me & Nicoles song. Slipknot-Vermillion pt.2 She seemed dressed in all of me, stretched across my shame. All the torment and the pain Leaked through and covered me I'd do anything to have her to myself Just to have her for myself Now I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do when she makes me sad. She is everything to me The unrequited dream A song that no one sings The unattainable, Shes a myth that I have to believe in All I need to make it real is one more reason I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do when she makes me sad. But I won't let this build up inside of me I won't let this build up inside of me I won't let this build up inside of me I won't let this build up inside of me A catch in my throat choke Torn into pieces I won't, nO! I don't wanna be this... But I won't let this build up inside of me I won't let this build up inside of me I won't let this build up inside of me I won't let this build up inside of me She isn't real I can't make her real She isn't real I can't make her real