So things are going alot better! I'm so happy! We juzt moved into our new place...meaning like my first time sleeping there will br tonight lol. I can't weight! Then Daddy and I have to make love in every room in the house, so that it can truly be ours lol. I deffently can't weight for that part lol. I'm so happy! This feels good to be happy...it's been a while. Too much drama has been going on, but our present and future is looking much brighter now! I'm juzt so damn happy! I think this move will be better for all of us. I know the biddy will love it. The new baby is starting to poak out a lil more in my belly now. I look so fat, but I don't care, as long as the baby is healthy and beautiful! I realy feel like it's gonna be a lil girl. Daddy and I already picked a name out if it is. Lilly...I think that is so beautiful. If the baby's a boy we will love it's lil boy butt juzt as muches too though lol. I feel so good! This is so strange. My body feels like it's gonna fall apart from all the stress of moving and everyday life dramma, but my mind and sprit are so happy! It juzt feels so good! I haven't felt this way in a realy long time. Daddy and I are doing realy good now too. It was kinda rocky there for a while, but true love can never go away. It feels so good to be surrounded by both the love of God, Family, and the love of my husbond, (well soon to be husbond anyway). Juzt 8 more months and we'll be married, and have two beautiful lil babies. Even if we never sleep it will be worth it. I would like sleep though Lord, don't get me wrong lol. I juzt would like the time to thank the Lord for the happieness that he has bestowed upon me and my family. Thank you so much Jeasus, we love you! Please dear Lord let us continue to reep your glory and surrender ourselves to your love and the love of our family entirely. Thank you Lord for my life, and for the life of everyone I love. Juzt when I thought I was broken, you have made me whole once more. Thank you!