I feel so alone...so alone and there's no one here to save me No one no nothing no where no how no anything...no me no where to be no time to see or be free or breath there is nothing and no one nothing and no one to save me from it...there is no me i don't exist i want to fly to set my spirit free from this cage to know who i am again to be loved and to love...i loth being touched i don't want anyone to touch me or look at me or see me! I want to be invisable because i am already so alone...i wish that if i have to be alone that theres a reason, but there is none...so what is i want to die? So what is I want to feel pain because i can no longer feel pleasure? So what if i want to fuck everything up? So what if i want to die??? Why does it matter? Why does any of this matter? Why do I matter? i juzt want to be set free i want a place to call home i want to be loved why dosen't anyone love me? why must i feel this way? why do i have any feelings at all? i want to breath God why can't i breath? whold death be better than life? what's so good about life anyway? what's so good about feeling pain and loving someone to only have them leave you or die in the end? and then again whats so good about death? there you are no one and nothing...juzt the same as here...why do i exist???