I'm still here world! I still need love! I'm still alive! Open up to me and show me who you are, lover of mine. Leap into my arms and make me whole again. Show me truth but hide my pain. Vanish this fear in my heart. I want to love you, whoever you are. I want the right one. I want you. My needing for love is starting to sicken me. Maybe I don't need this. Maybe I can survive on my own. I need to find love in myself before I can love any other. I've never loved myself though except for when I was with Kenndal because I saw me through his eyes and he loved me therefore I loved myself. I'm not quite ready for this war to start inbetween me and him. I need someone at my side before this begins.