...being the ones who would have to loan him money to pay Child Support. It fuckin sux that things had to work out this way, but it's also the best thing that could ever happen!!!!!!! I still look to the right of me and to the left of me sometimes though, and wonder, where tha fuck is Kenndal? Why is he not here with me watching our baby in the ultrasound? Why is he not in the grochery store with me helping me get wic? Why is he not here feeling Louie kick? Why is he not in school with me carring my books to help take pressure off my back, that is about to break from the extra weight that I'm carring from Louie? Why is he not here doing what a father should do??? "Brainwash, all you are, without me, your by yourself, theres no one! Hope is out of season, lost sight, no hint of light. Get buisy living or get buisy dyeing! Save me, this loss, closure my, answer, so grant it. You owe me all that you are, without me your nothing! Your no one!"-Mudvayne