ummmm....yeah, nevermind on tha hot guy thing. I have realized once again that without KBM, I am a total lesbian lol. Anymawayz, I finally talked to Ashley today...and I told her that her girlfriend wuz ugly lol. I didn't mean to be mean...it's juzt that I am a verry openated person and I have to get shit offmy mind or it will drive me nuts...cuz she can do better than that...(hello, like me, lol). So Nicole never came and picked up Codie to come over to my house, but I called her today to see wut wuz up wid her and she asked if her and Brittany Parish could come over and hang today. I wuz not realy in tha mood 4 Nicole's shit tho, so I told her that she can come over tomorow, hopefully brittany won't be wid her, 'cuz I can't stand that girl. I'm getting ready to go back to school. It's gonna be realy hard on me, being away from Louie all that time and leaving him with Daddy, but it's wut I gotta do to get out of this hell whole of a place and actually make a good life for Louie and I. I can't help still being lonely..., I look back on my life and all the faces. I miss them all...there's no more anger left.