10/24/2005 Today I removed my ring; "The Ring"; "The Symbol of Our Eternal Love". 10/25/2005 Don't ask why I did what I did yesterday. Even I don't know the answer to that question. And maybe I don't even want to know. Maybe I'll never speak of it again. Maybe I will. Who's to tell? I finished reading Vittorio the Vampire, and it made me long for him even more. He was so like Vittorio once, and then again so unlike him. Shall I ever completly surrender into his arms again? The answer is no. Although no is also the answer to me ever forgeting his love, or the love I held for him. I should end this with a quote from St. Augustine that I found in the book by Ann Rice, Vittorio the Vampire. "For God would never have created a man let alone an angel, in the foreknowledge of his future evil state, if he had not known at the same time how he would put such creatures to good use, and thus enrich the corse of the world history by the kind of antithesis which gives beauty to a poem." -St. Augustine