Yeah yeah they all say that love is so good, so great, and that it gives you this great feeling inside. I hate those people that think it's all just a stupid fairy tale. They are lieing, they are all lieing. It's not a great feeling. It's torture, it's like being chained to a freakin wall and being whipped by a leather strap with freaking sharp rocks in it. It sucks...I hate it. But most of all, it thie people that lie about it that piss me off. They are all lieing. i know that I sound like a little helian...but this is exactly what i think. I feel l am in this stupid fight against the world and the world is winning. I wish that I could talk to someone...but no is there..no is listening. no can understand. I think that I need to call Brooke...but she is at work..so she doesn't have her phone..IF only she knew that I needed her to be there for me right now. Brooke if you ever read this...I really really need you right now. I need anything..anyone...who has any advice on what to do. I don't know anymore I can't handle life the way that it is going