abrogate, abreaction, acipiter, fuselage, all words that I don't know the meanings to... I hate how sometimes..you have all of this stuff that you want to say..but you don't say..just because you are afraid of offending someone...or forgetting something..or your just to dang lazy... grr...I hate that.... so..I'm going to try and get all of this out.. I'm not speaking to any..swimmer friends..so...don't get mad any of you.becuase this has nothing to do with you guys..you are heroes and heroines....stay that way.. back to my thoughts... I hate how...when you are having a good day, everything is going great, you get to flirt with that sexy hot guy you met last week..or the week before..whatever..and everything is just..in control.and then someone comes along..and just makes you feel like "the freaking loser of the freaking world"...am I the only one that has had that happen to them? *sigh*... I hate people like that.... I hate fences to..but well..that's another confusing matter... I have this unreasonable fear of serial killers....it's funny..I think anyways.. I bought a new CD rack today.it's freaking cool...WWAAAHHHOOO!! ======================================= I can't believe that I sit here for hours..on this wicked sick piece of technology..and I think it's wierd how suddenly my whole life is going into a piece of software.... My life has reduced to this little computer screen...this screen that carries all of my deepest thoughts, deepest dreams, and deepest desires....all of it.... and it's just words... empty. empty. empty. empty. words..only words..nothing more.. I wonder if I'll actually use this site when I am older..I heard that it was shutting down..all of those thoughts and dreams all destroyed.... I would run through the rain...for fun!.. ~peace~