So...I was driving over to Lindsey's house...because me, Ber, Jarren, Jeff, and Lindsey's...... wanted to hang out... I was noticing the weirdest things....I mean...I saw that there was dust on my indicator..... my car didn't smell like bubble gum anymore... ..which makes me sad... The bottom of my car has grass in it...I need to clean it....or maybe I should leave it...it looks like home to me..... There were water marks on my windshield..... I started thinking...ya know...since it takes like forever to get to Lindsey's house (jk)... I thought about how at swimming,,,,,Kristen and Dani.,...made me feel great...I love Kristen so much... She is everything that I want to be, she's a great role model...but anyways...Scott and Steward were extremley nice to me, we are really starting to get along....and ya know... When M told me that she wasn't going to come..I was thinking "I'm gonna be bored"...but the truth is... ..I didn't even miss her. ..I don't mean that in a bad way....but I realized that I have a ton of really GREAT friends....ones that..make me feel great about myself...so much that...I was blissfully happy. I totally forgot about after school.. it was wierd.... ...hmmmm....... Me and Kristen had a funny discussion while we were rinsing off after swimming..we were talking about how we hated the fact that we have held hands with boys, and kissed some... We hope that our husbands don't think of us as used merchandise...I see all of these people that I know... They make out with everyone..they have no morals whatsoever...and I'm just like...how can they stand that... When I get married...I want everything to be for the first time...I want it to be extra special...it was cool...because me and her made a promise... That we would keep the special things...for our true loves..that we wouldn't get sucked into these gay, highschool crushes and what not.... It was really special..I can talk to her about things that I could never talk to anyone else about.... We get along so well...I love her...and I hope that we are always friends.!!