She was wondering why all of the confusion Where did the perfectness go wrong? Was this really her fault? She is getting the blame She looks deep inside herself She realizes that no matter what He will always be a part of her Because...once you love someone, They forever become a part of you. She thinks about those days The ones that seemed like dreams His arms wrapped around her Keeping her safe. The days when nothing else seemed to matter They perfect days The ones that you see in the movies you watch The books you read. Something changed, So suddenly, but gradually She starting noticing that he was demanding more Wanted more She was scared, not for herself, But for him....he was slowing leaving The goodness was leaving him Then,...he was gone. No more did she have a protector, For she had to protect herself from him No matter how hard she tries to hate him She knows that she loves him In the days that had gone before He had said they would be together.. Forever, She would have been in hell So now, with that boy gone The one she knew so well In place there is a monster Who is there to dwell She must stay away from him She must get out But how can she? She is only following her heart If you cannot trust your heart What or who can you trust? No one, you can't Maybe she is holding on Because she has seen the good But he is no longer there he's lost, forever And a part of her is lost forever with him.