*sigh* I haven't written in here in a really looonngg time. My computer was being really stupid and I had to many things to do to take the time and fix it. I finally fixed it today though...and apparently it is now up and running. I think it's really awesome that I know more about fixing things and stuff about computers then my highly intelligent daddy. It makes me feel exceptionally smart. We had a meet today..and that means that I go home for lunch.....it was good..I really liked the lunch that my mommy threw together..sometimes I'm not to grateful for all that she does for me...but what can I say? I'm merely human. The bus was about a 1/2 hour late. Just once I would love to be able to get to a meet on time..and be able to swim a nice easy warm-up and not have to sprint everything to get it done. In this case..all the warm-up that I had was a 50..then they decided to start. Mustangs are stubborn...and they aren't patient either...at least that's what I gathered. The meet was ok...... for the situation that we were all in. Alot of people ended up crying and such..but definitley for good reason. I felt really bad for M.. She started crying and I didn't know what to do..so I just hugged her. I honestly felt like crying myself. I know how bad she wanted to beat Mandy....... I honestly felt angry for her....I"m sorry M....you'll get a 2:04...you will..don't worry. On the way home and through-out the meet I spent alot of time with Brock...on the bus ride home we ended up cuddling and talking about how koskan says that "women are stupid when it comes to politics"...it was quite an interesting chat..even though I can't remember a word of it. I felt really bad for him to (brock, not koskan). He's so frustrated with school, and work...and swimming. He told me that he basically works until 2 in the morning every time he works..then he has swimming..and after swimming come school..then comes work again. I would quit my job if it was like that. That's just stupid..maybe even illegal. It's interesting.....how people can hide what is going on in their life so secretly......don't know..just a thought. David said this really funny thing to me today...I told him that he looked nice..and he said "thanx..your little lies make me happy" That's an awesome quote..he told me that he came up with it all by himself. me: "good job david..now you get a cookie!" it was great. I