Well I wrote my first song the other day, complete with piano sheet music, lyrics and all. It's awesome. It even has cover art. Not quite sure what to call it. "Because He's Special" "Red Jacket" "He Was Nineteen" "No Use For A Name" *shrugs* I expected it to take me much longer, several weeks longer but it took me 3 days to get the melody and chorus together and everything else just fell into place. Now if it would just be his birthday now! I'm so excited to sit at the piano with him and pound out the keys... the pitch isn't right for my voice.. but I figure it will make things more memorable. I have the CD made I just need Brian's help with the microphone and voice. And we'll be sure to get that accomplished soon. 1 hours sleep last night. The bed was too hard, the sheets to hot. The dog took over most of the bed and he kept fidgeting. The pups in the kennals kept clanking around. Then at 5 they decided that it was time to get up. I was so angry. I pushed them outside until about 10:00 a.m. They barked the whole time but I found that if I covered my head with like 3 pillows, blankets and earplugs that I couldn't hear them. Church was good today also. My bishop gave a really amazing talk. I love that man. He's incredible. Jess, Nichelle, Alicia, Ah! I love them all, so much I can't stand it. Tonight they'll come and stay at the house with me. I hate being alone there. The house has a strange feeling. It's not creepy or eerie.. just uncomfortable and I miss my bed. It'll be ok though cause we don't have school tomorrow so I"m sure we'll play some girly games, give each other make overs and talk about boys. I'm cool with it. I need it every now and then. And now is the time. ----------------------------------------------- Sometimes God doesn't calm the raging storm. Sometimes God let's the storm rage and calms the child instead.