live the fantasy

Listening to: Beatles-Fixing a Hole
Feeling: silly
The day turned out to be fantastic. At first we were both kinda shy, but that pretty much ended after ice-blocking. He hds so many grass marks on him...it made him look ruggedly(sp?) handsome. He also smelled like grass.But then, I guess we all did. After ice-blocking we went to Lindz's house to have hot chocolate and to watch (me and max) the other couples give each other revolting t-shirts. they were disgusting. We then went home for a break and came back to Village Inn at 7:30. I absolutley love Village Inn, and that was good because he did to. We ate Talked Threw things into Matt's water Talked about Ska and Rap music Made fun of Brock in his flowery pink shirt Made fun of Brock again about his chance of getting mono or something Ate some more...drank our shakes (mmmm) then left to go to the dance. Max looked pretty snazzy in his sea green suit. I looked plain hot in my retro outfit my mommy helped me put together. We looked freaking awesome. We got our pictures taken then...headed out to the dance floor. *sigh* He is a very good dancer (on the fast songs..lol.)...During the first slow song, I couldn't find Max...so I went and danced with Dan (he was with the peer tutor group...it was cool..his outfit, amazing). I talked to Kimber afterwards and she told me that Max had been looking for me, but couldn't find me. I kinda felt bad about just kinda leaving to dance with someone else...but he was gone. *shrugs* After that incident he made sure to grab me on all the slow songs. (the music was terrible, but...meh..whatever, it's a school dance, what can you expect) That last slow song. By this time I was comfortable putting my hands around his neck, and having him lock his fingers behind my back. I remember what song we danced to because it was so freaking bad (98 degrees "I loved you before I met you") We started out about a foot apart, and by the end of the song there was about a centimeter between us. He told me I smelled good and that he liked how the red and purple lights flashed on my face. We headed back to Lindz's house again were we slipped a dvd into the dvd player (lol) and watched the "Italian Job". -excellent movie by the way-. To say the least, we ended up cuddling and when it was time to take him home, I didn't want to, and neither did he. We then said our goodbye's on his porch and I went back home and analyzed my feelings. Guido is back. He will leave again soon. But I am going to Venice with him. I kissed him once. Matt is here. He likes Natalie and it shows drastically. He's freaking funny. I like how he sticks out his tongue when he smiles. He flirts alot with everyone. Max. dun dun dun. I've had a little crush on him for about 8 years. At the dance, I could tell that he liked me a little bit. During the movie, I could also tell that he liked that I was cuddling back with him. He said we should "hang out" more often. don't know. I like Guido, but he's leaving again, I will hardly ever see him. Matt, well I've pretty much given up on him. Which is fine, I think about it now and "did I ever really like him" or maybe I just liked his tongue...I'm not sure. Max, well things have taken along time to take this tiny step forward but he's someone that I have had a crush on for about 8 years, only up until now I haven't really done anything about it. Plus, I can tell that he kinda likes me back...not a ton...like he wants to date me steadily or anything, but enough that he wants to hang out over Thanksgiving Break. Keep in mind that Guido is coming back on Tuesday...and I'm supposed to go see "The Incredibles" on Wednesday with Max. *pulls hair* it's frustrating. how can you tell if anything is for real...
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woohoo for ashlee simpson lol!...and i love ur diary!
[Anonymous]
you can never realy tell what's real and what's not. i've been trying to figure it out with this one guy for months!

i can tell you like max though
[Anonymous]
(cont.) but don't worry chelsea-pie. things will get worked out soon enough.


-amy...the last comment was from me also
[Anonymous]
thanks c-diddy hahaha