Charlie Brown is the bomb!..... Anyways..looking at this computer and writing my thoughts and feelings into it.... ..... I'm starting to think that maybe..... there is more out there. and I don't mean.....more as in...more opportunites, more experiences waiting out there, more privileges.... What I mean (I think)....is that maybe there is something else.... I don't know what it is......I don't think that anyone really does.... man......I don't know who I am....I react so different with different people....with some...I get defensive...with the others.....I just , we agree on everything, and others, we get along great, but we do have different ideas and different points of view..... ....just as many do.... I really like the diversity, I like the different ideas, I like how my opinion differs from everyone...not everyone..but....I feel like it's my own.....I don't know it I am making any sense...but...... .......oh well..... I was thinking about Chris the other day...he's one of those people who I get along with great, but at the same time, we each have our own voice, on some things we agree...on others we don't.... example:...I am against animal experimenting, I'm and enviromentalist (yes, I can admit it)...Chris on the other hand is all for animal experimenting, he's not a tree hugger, and I think it's great..... I like him because he has his own mind, he loves what he loves and he doesn't care if other people think he is crazy....... ....I love that about him.... I love how, even though we are different, we still, click....if that makes sense....I guess that saying is true "opposites attract"....I really really think that it is true....everyone that I have liked,,,has been so completley different than me, that when I think about it...I'm just amazed... life's crazy like that. I just looked down at my hands..... ...the viens are bulging out of them, I wonder why?.... ....hm....... ...that's pretty cool