man oh man oh man......I am so wierd..not even that...I am so lame!! Grr..why does Chris have to do that?.....he makes me so mad...well I guess I better tell my story now so that you actually know what I am talking about right..? right.... ...at my wonderful job, there are many wonderful people....people who I look up to, people who are my friends, and this guy named Chris....Chris is so unlike any other guy I have met.... ...he's so.......I don't know... He is really hott, he's a college guy, he's tall, plays hockey (yeah!!), and lets just say that I think I am crushing on him.. We have this rotation thing that we have to go through, just so that everyone can switch places and what not, he just "happened" to be the one that was rotating me... he kept saying things like "hello there pretty lady"...and stuff like that..but I guess you would have to hear the way he said it to get what I am saying...now...he's been flirting with me every since we started working, and he changed his schedule to match mine...which I must say I like because he's really sweet and all that jizz ( that's my new word...go me!) Anyways, so today I was up at the top of the slides and whatever, and I didn't notice him come up behind me, and all of a sudden he startes giving me this random shoulder massage (which I needed because my shoulders were freakin sore)... and I don't know what the heck happened...all of a sudden it was like BAM! " I want you so bad"...I know it's wierd...... ........but seriously....... .......maybe it was just the fact that having his strong, tan, fingers rubbing and digging into my painfully, sore, hurting shoulders felt so freakin good I can't even explain it to you.....or maybe it was just they way that he said "I'll see ya later" when I was getting ready to go down the slide ( the privilege of a lifeguard)..but ..whatever it was....he's hott.....I always thought he was.... .......but now....he's not just hott...he's freakin hott!.. I really think that he might like me...he keeps on hinting things, not to obviouse for I still cannot be sure... And I am definitley not going to push anything....I am going to let the guy make the first move, even though I think he already has..... oh well..I don't know..I'll just go with the flow for now..but you guys....I haven't felt this way about a guy for a long time..the last guy was Sammy..k...so that's probably not a good example but....... .....whatever...... .......that relationship was good while it lasted... I don't know...just had to get all of that off my mind..now I am going to go and talk to someone on msn.., ...so yeah... bye!