*sigh*.......I feel really overwhelmed right now..... I just finished reading some of my friends diary entries...and they are all extremley depressing..... I had no idea that this person felt that way....... I don't feel bad for them...I just feel bad abotu there whole situation....I don't know what to do expect let them figure things out for themself...so I guess that is what I am going to do.... ..I hope they don't hate me.....oh well...if they do, it's their problem...not mine. On a brighter note...we went and got M today....yay!!..she's my best friend and I love her so much...It was pretty fun...Jason was a bum..cuz he didn't come with us...oh well.... There was also this girl named Rachel, me and Niki went to a show with her one time....she's wierd... She would just not shut up, and she asked me a wierd question..she asked me if I smoked..... ..I just looked at her like she was crazy..and said.."What do you think?" she just kinda shrugged her shoulders.... it got me wondering...do I come across that way?..because if I do I want to change that..I have and never will do drugs, smoke, drink, or anything...why would I want to ruin myself like that? I can't think of one good reason why I would do that. I don't think that I am that kind of a person...... ...but....whatever squeezes your cheese, and whatever floats your boat... I get to work today, and I am so excited, I love my job, lifeguarding is so much fun, and I get paid to sit on my butt...it's lot more fun than it actually sounds... Teresa is going to go, so maybe I will see her and she can FINALLY sign my yearbook (lol..jk).... Anyways..this entry is pointless....and now I am off to write a deep one...go me!