So, tonight was interesting....we "all" went over to M's house to watch Family Guy..I think that's what it's called anyways....and..we watched like 4 hours of it. I don't know if that was ok with anyone else..but it was perfectly fine with me. Kinda perverted though..oh well...life goes on. I missed him so hard today. I'm glad that you let me just talk about him..even though it gets boring sometimes... come back.... Mike reminded me of him...I mean..don't get the wrong impression I am not madly in love with Mike or anything...course he is a pretty cute friend..that's besides the point though. I have this thing..you see....when it's dark..and I have to walk out to my car...I get scared..like..I wish someone was there with me..just to make sure that I don't get kidnapped or something on the way to my car in the chilling darkness. Sometimes, if I'm really paranoid..I have to turn the lights on the inside of my car on so that I can look in the back and make sure there aren't any car-jackers in there. I'm paranoid when it comes to things like that. nothing I can change. Guido ALWAYS walked with me to my car..not only that but he made sure that I was safe before he would go inside. He always hugged me before I got in. He always said something comforting to make me feel less scared. I don't know why I told him that being alone in the dark scared me...I mean, I'm fine in my room when I sleep and stuff..I just think it's when there's a bunch of dark trees..so what if someone is in there? kinda thing. He was so careing. one time he wouldn't let me leave without taking a caffiene pill to keep me awake. I left his house at 1 in the morning..and when I left he said "drive safe sweetie..I don't want to see your name in the paper tomorrow morning..I don't know what I would do" things like that make me feel good. just him saying that made me feel like a million bucks Tonight Mike walked me to my car..and made sure that I was safe before he proceeded to his car. It made me grateful that I know a lot of respectable, really nice, easy-going "gentlemen" sort of guys. I should appreciate how lucky I am. about one more month one more month I think I can handle it. I think.