Curtis.... I was having kind of a down day......I mean..nothing bad happened...but nothing good happened either... I was in the mood to be close with a guy (it's not as bad as it sounds...don't worry) So....I hung out with Curtis...when I am with him....he kinda fulfills my needs..( that kinda sounded bad...but..you guys know me) Like...I really just wanted to be flirting and hanging out with a guy...that likes to do the same thing..... .....does that make sense?... So.... ....we hung out..... ....and after practice, we decided that we wanted to go and play in the hot tub (eventually we moved to the cooler pool)..and we had a dunking war!!...I won!! When he would dunk me, his arms were around me, kinda...holding me close (don't worry, it's not what you think)...and he would look deep into my eyes...after he let me come up to take a breath...He has the most beautiful eyes that you have ever seen... They start (from outside to inside)..with a dark green color..towards the middle....they go yellow...they are so pretty...... wow..that was random..... ....anyways.... And....lets just say...that it was nice to be in the arms of an attractice friend...I don't have feeling for him in any way what so ever...he is just a great friend..... ....who I feel safe with..... ...I can enjoy myself when I am with him.... I guess that I just needed that comforting feeling today.... .....I think.... ..I needed to know that I was appreciated and loved (only as a friend).......I don't know why I needed that today..... ......but I did... .....and I am grateful for him...