I got groggily out of bed this morning, clumsily walked about my room gathering my things together. Everything seemed disoriented. Things get that way at 4:35 in the morning I suppose. I trudged out to my car, clammered in, wrapped my blanket around me and started my engine. I drove down the road and turned into the parking lot. Already there were so many cars. Most with their lights on. I parked next to someone and immediatly tilted my seat back and relaxed while listening to the music playing softly from my radio. I sat up for a moment and shook some of the fog from my head. I looked around. He smiled at me. Then because it was chilly this morning he blew hott breath onto his window and with his finger smeared the words "I love you" into the condensation running down his altered window. He had a quirky little smile. It's cool that we are now better friends then we ever have been. It's nice to know that we can say or spell "I love you" to each other and simply have it mean that we love each other as friends. It was a good feeling. And even though it's a feeling that almost everyone in this world longs for, it made me feel.....unsure and sad. I don't want to lose these people, these friends. We've all gone to school for 12 years and we've finally found friends that we like and get along with really well. So what? We have one year to fully appreciate that. I kinda wish I had found them sooner. Life has definitley been more adventurous and memory worthy with them. Life goes one. I just hope it stays this good. Forever. ------------------------------------------------------------------- So I totally just blasted my music and danced around my kitchen. Aww. Sweet bliss. He called just barely. He said he missed me. I said the same. He said he loved me. I said it's time to let go. But suddenly I didn't feel like myself. ------------------------------------------------------------------- I need some sexy Roman Soldier stuff.