Listening to: Michael Tolcher-Sooner or Later
Feeling: bratty
I can tell that he's irked with me asking all the time.
I felt annoying for a while, but then realized that it's the only choice that he's given me.
It's not like it's a big party for me either. It's not something that I would choose to do in my freetime.
I do think it's fun personally.....but.....
Is it so bad that I want a good grade in this class?
Is it so bad that this is an assignment that I really want and need to do well on?
Is it so bad to want a reliable partner who's going to work with me on this?
It's kinda hard because, he's more busy then I. And that's ok. He just doesn't have all the time that I do. It's not like this huge crisis, in fact it's really not that big a deal at all....so why is it so frustrating right now?
*sigh*
If you don't plan on doing it, tell me so that I can get my things together, do it by myself and get the points that I deserve to receive.
Or, plan on doing it with me, and let's figure out a time when both of us can go and get this thing done, so that both of us can get our points.
Is that simply too much to ask?
I feel kinda bad because I know that he's frustrated, but....
....I kinda am to.
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10:13 p.m.
He blew off our assignment and ended up going to a movie with some friends.
I understand.
I like hanging out with my friends just as much as anyone else. It's one of my favorite things. I suppose he has a right to do that as well.
Still....
I really don't like it when people take things that are important to me [grades] and make them unimportant.
Especially when they made a commitment to keep them important.
I should have started looking a long time ago.
It's pretty much my fault. I'll just have to fix it.
And fast.
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