So...I haven't talked to someone in particular for an extremley long time, and when I got home yesterday, turned on msn..she was on. We said our "hello's" to each other...and....well...I can tell that by talking to here for what?..maybe 10 whole minutes...that..things have most certainly changed between us. Which is fine because...people can't stay that same forever, and change is good. She said that I am taking the thing with him "to seriously". I thought that was kinda interesting that she said that, because..nobody else has said anything...they have all been really supportive and things. I'm not saying that she isn't, but maybe..... ...well.... anyways.... Things are better, and I'm not thinking about him every second, and it's time to get back to life. School starts soon, I'm very excited...but I know that after Homecoming Week I will want Summer to be here again. (Homecoming Week Rocks!) Highschool Swimming starts again soon..I've been thinking about it, and I can't really say whether or not I am particular excited for that. A part of me is, for there's competition this year (Erin)...but..then I don't have the same feel for Highschool, that I do for USS. Not everyone is as competitive as I am sometimes(just my opinion so stay off my back), and it's incredibly hard to stay motivated and determined, when everyone else seems so laid back. I know that they aren't laid back, and that they do care, and are competitive, but perhaps I show it more... ..hmm... We'll see how things go. Tomorrow I begin my training to become muscel woman...that should be...interesting.. I decided a couple months ago that I wanted to look like Inge de Bruijn (sp?)....so....the work begins on the "Chelsea Project". I have exactly 5 months to reach my goal..and it's going to be so hard, but I'm so ready. *laughs* I am so lame. Teresa..I just wanted to tell you especially that you are an amazing person, and an amazing friend. You are incredible...and I love you tonz. Thanx for talking to me these last couple days...even if it was sometimes about absolutley nothing. It means the world to me. *hugs* My nephew is walking now....it's scary. ~spoons rock~