K...so just barely I got back from a bike ride ya know. I always go riding when I am stressed so ya know. Anyways so I decided to go up by my "special someone's" house. It was really funny. I rode by his house like 5 times. He was outside doing yardwork. Mm he looked so hot in his dark blue shirt. I love it. He didn't see me. Man I feel like a stalker..but it's okay....because....it just is. Yeah so then I went past Josh's house and he was sitting on a 4 wheeler...so then I back tracked to see if I could get a ride..but he said that he was going to go to a cardboard place. Yeah. so..then I came home. It was good to see my "special someone". I love the fact that he didn't even know I was there. It is so great. And I rode past like so many times. I'm surprised that he didn't look up the street and see me. It's so great. I feel tonz better. LIfe is good!!