mmm [this music is so good] I honestly would die without the sound of good music. I really would. Wow. Today has been long and extremely annoying. I'm not sure what it was...everything just seemed really stupid and pointless today. I didn't really feel like caring about anything. Except of course one thing.... *sigh* hmmm.. I think I might try giving Guido a jingle....maybe I can get over there somehow and visit him. I told him I would call in a few days..it's been 4 days.... it's time. I really miss having someone like him to talk to. I keep saying this....he makes life and....all that seem so much more interesting and intense..everyone else just kinda views it as this sucky boring mass of .....material.(something like that) It's so much more then that. 220 entries on this thing...it's wierd to think about how much time I spend pouring my feelings onto the screen of this fantastic computer. -it has become one of my better friends- *drip* snow is slowly melting off my roof...I like the sound the rain makes at it hits the cement. It's sad for the poor raindrop however, having it's guts splashed and scattered onto the ground, never to be returned back to it's original shape. I'm sorry rain.