whatever..this site really pisses me off sometimes..I write all of these long heart felt entries...deep entries..and then they don't save....whatever..it's lame.. so now all of my entries are about absolutley and completley boring things that happen in my pathetic life..and I sit here and write about it?..anyways.. Guido got tickets to go to the Warped Tour.....it makes me mad..because I want to go so bad......but...it's ok..I guess...I have the CD..so..maybe I can just jam out at home...."woohooo..NOT!'.. he's so funny..anyways..haven't seen Chris for a couple days.....it's sad..I miss him...he makes me happy..and right now..I'm in a "whatever..blah blah blah" kinda mood.... I could just call him..but....well..I'm to lazy right now..and I don't want to call him and then have him get annoyed or something..even though.....I don't think that he would... but still... I'm just trying to be careful... I'm so sad right now..one of my best friends is leaving for NZ..and she hasn't left yet..but I already am missing her desperatley....girl...I don't know what I am going to do without you....you keep my feet on the ground and me head out of the clouds... and who am I going to go to when I can't figure out how to fix something on my diary?...or..just my computer for that matter... I'm going to miss you so much......