i guess I don't have a lot to say. everyone guy ive ever liked... has hated me. I guess I'll just add one more to the list.... i don't want apologies, i don't want anyone telling me "he didn't mean it"..it doesn't matter. he said it, and it's like they say "it's the thought that counts".. i suppose that means good thoughts and bad thoughts, mean thoughts, and happy thoughts. im sorry he feels that way about me, but there is nothing else i can do, or even want to do.