I woke up this morning, looked around my room, and decided that pears are really really good. I have wierd thoughts when I first wake up, I'm beginning to realize this. I was together today, it's just that nobody else was. I finally remembered to bring dear brock is money, and I didn't see him all day, and I know he was there! Dah! It was annoying. Anyways. I walked into the greenhouse, looked around, and wished that I could stay in there forever. The benches and metal stands were full of flowering pansies, petunia's, iris's, nasturtians, dianthus, allysum and lilies. Not only was it absolutley beautiful to look at, but it smelled really nice in there. I picked some flowers, and wandered around just admiring all the plants, colors, and smells. Mm......I love nature. It's beautiful on many different levels. This weekend is going to be really cool. Saturday morning, I'm going carpe spearing with Chet. It'll be sweet. I have never speared carpe, or seen carpe for that matter. He's so cool, next weekend he's going bear hunting with his daddy. It's awesome, he said we might go catfishing as well, which would be really sweet. I've never gone fishing before, mainly because, well, I don't like killing animals, and fish is nasty. But, I guess it's time to experience something new, try something different, come outside of my comfort zone for a few hours and see how it goes. Damien gave me his number at ISE, which is extremley cool, he's got an awesome personality and he's extremley attractive. I think I'll call him this weekend or something. G needs to come back, and he needs to come back NOW. I think about him all the time and I just keep getting more and more frustrated, more and more depressed. Dah! I wish that I could......well, I don't know, be more patient then I naturally am, maybe take a breather and think about other things, maybe..not let it get to me so bad. But what can I do? Just a couple more weeks. Ha ha, I got my second job today. I'm working in a flower shop.