This is such a good song. It makes me drive really fast and makes me...happy.....in a sad kinda way. Yay! I finally played the drums....and Aimes taught me some new stuff to. It made feel like I was a good drum player. I realized after today that I really miss hanging out with her and just talking about stuff. Aimes...we need to hang out more. I was actually just down by your house...(this was at 5:30 p.m.) but I saw that Taylor was on your door step...so I just drove around and listened to music, took Matt his video camera back and talked to Ryan-he was out and about skateboarding- I'm still waiting for him to call. I don't think he will though..I've thought that he would for the past 2-3 days or so. I just keep wishing, but it doesn't happen. I should be patient, and in the meantime not worry about anything. Everything will turn out the way it's supposed to be..for better or for worse...but I can still secretly hope for better right? M, I'm sorry I got difficult. I just don't want to be in your way anymore. I just want you to be happy, and if that means giving up stuff...then..I'm ok with it. Just, don't forget me or anything.