..stinging...... colors whirling every which way... music blasting..... funny images......computers wonderful technology... That describes my music visualizer....I could sit adn look at it for days on end..but then my eyes would hurt.... It makes me dizzy when all the colors starting spinning.....it an awesome feeling though (lol). So..my day...was wierd..it was like......bizzare.... dude.... I love that word...bizzare...bizzare...bizzare.....mm..it has a nice ring to it (ding dong)..(lol)..... Anyways....there is this kid....and I like him a lot...no one know who he is.... I mean..pretty much everyone knew about Stew... and Scott.... But no one in the world knows the one person that I have been crushing on since the first time that I saw him.... I didn't even know the kid...until later that is.... he's so cool...and he has no idea that I have a thing for him.... ....I think it's better that way....having no one know.... Not only...is he really really hott...but he has the funniest personality in the world.. ... I didn't really understand his humor till' I grew up a little... .....and now..it's like before he talks I know that it will be something funny...so I start laughing even before he says anything.... everyone looks at me like I'm a freak..but ya know what.....I like that...I like being a freak..I like being boring some days...and completley wierd the next... Who wants a stupid routine to live their life by anyways... talk about BBBOOORRIINNNNGG (ZZZZ)..... yeah..that would be LAME!!....I miss coach...I wish she would come back..... Yolanda was so funny today...she kept making funny faces at everyone..it was funny. I found my bright pink earrings..they were pinned onto my suit when I went to practice today... I need to find out who found them for me..so I can thank them...... hmm....at practice..it kinda seemed like everyone was in a "blah"..kinda mood...but LKristen, Dani, and I....were so freaking hyper... it was amazing.. .wow.. I like to talk alot..anyways..yeah.....