I think it's about time for another decent entry. I haven't really written anything for an amazing long long time. I just don't have the time anymore, I just don't have anything to say. Guido e-mailed me the other day. Enough said. I was so excited..still am. I go back and read it over and over again. You can tell that it is him, and you can tell that he is sincere in everything that he wrote to me. Here is a line from it. "Chels, being away from you has made me realize one thing...you are different, and maybe I'm just a a stupid, guy in love..but I really feel like you and I connect on a different alternative level then I have with any other girl. You're so...ammicable and when I'm not around you I get this undeniable phlegmatic feeling in the pit of my stomache. When I was with you...I felt...alive. I miss you" I'm kindof angry that he wrote that to me. It makes me miss him even more, and it's not fair that he is so good with words. I wrote him back trying to describe what I was feeling, but the words wouldn't come.... ...I deleted the e-mail I was going to send him.... I need to...open up my vocabulary and learn new words or something. Jk..I need to learn how to use words and put them together in a melody that he so freely did to me. Swimming is going pretty well I suppose..we have double the people last year, which is rockin' awesome. It's nice having lots and lots of people. new people to meet, more people to cheer for, maybe more people going to State Championships. That would be nice. Hmm..tonight should be interesting..I have a...say...meeting at someone's house .....I'll explain later..Should be fun. I have to go and get ready ~The Start~