red is lucky in china

Feeling: calm
Well, I finally got done with that scholarship paper work. It's nice to know that colleges are starting to look at me, and are sending me things from their schools. Course, I haven't really looked into any of them....I still have a while before I even want to think about college and...more responsibility..though I am looking forward to being out on my own and seeing the world by myself. Should be interesting. Water guns are my favorite, especially when I can't see who is shooting me with them and then I yell at Mike when really it's Emily who is hiding behind the stupid chair!....grrr....I will get you back, mark my words (what does that actually mean anyways?) *sigh* He was really really nice to me today.....it's so wierd....what changed?..... one day one day one day one day one day only one day left...then he will be back. I'm starting to get excited....I know I"m going to melt when I see him...I know I'll forget Matt..and I know that all the stuff I thought about it will mean nothing to me. It's kind of a sad thought...but I'm still really excited at the same time.....wwwweeeeeee!!! hmm......I can read minds... Teresa can testify... *smiles* She tried to talk to me today..I'm not sure why I kinda blew her off... *shrugs* I guess it's just one of those things.
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who tried to talk to you today? Natalie?
i'mr eally really excited that he's coming back. it makes me happy that you will be so happy!

and i really really want you to come to the skanksgiving show. if jeremy ends up coming then you can meet him and tell me if you think he's dumb or if he's an ok kid.

but i want you to come no matter what.

and guido too.

and em.

and everyone else.
you blew me off?
oh well. i didnt' even notice.

but dont let it happen again, grawr. hahaha, just kidding.